Ok, so for a while i have been thinking about getting a new xanga site. Now, this probably doesn't seem like a big deal to anyone, but for me this signifies the end of all my ties to my "old life." So, now the question is, is it ok to hold on the past even if its by a single thread? Or should you just let go and think of it as a fond memory?

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT: If anyone could possibly give me a ride to Minneapolis for a green day/ Jimmy eat world concert, let me know ASAP! I want to go sooooooooooooooooo bad, but i don't have a car so please! I would pay for the gas! You just have to buy your ticket.

In Psychology on thursday i learned about the human brain. Now, the human brain basically developes from back (near your neck) to the front (near your forhead). The front of the brain is where good judgement is made. Apparently i haven't developed that front half of my brain; but its ok, because right now i am experiancing things that i would probably never experiance if i actually thought it thru! Yay for doing things on a whim!

Life is so complicated sometimes, i wish i could just do everything on a whim and it would turn out ok; but apparently there are just some things you just can't do.

I've lost it!  You don't know what you've got till its gone.

Bowling is fun.

"What would you do if i sang out of tune, would you stand up and walk out on me. Lend me your ear and i'll sing a song, and i'll try not to sing out of key. . . "  

Currently Listening Mezmerize By System of a Down see related

Do you think it is possible for a person to receive the spiritual gift of prophesy? Like is it possible for a person to know certain events are going to happen before they occur? The bible does say that people all have different gifts, and prophesy is labeled as one, but do people still receive this gift, and if so, what should they use it for? Its not like God hasn't already used the prophesy in the Bible to tell us the future, but what about smaller events, like plain crashes or exploding space ships? And if God choses to show us certain events, why doesn't He show us all of them?

8 Months. 2/3 of a year.  "Love can be a splended thing; all you need is love!" On so many levels this is true, but in other ways its not. For example: When your depressed or sad, love can cheer you up; but when your hungary, i'm sorry it just will not do, you have to have food. Love is such a complicated thing, especially when you are separated and the only thing you can think about is how much you want to see that person face to face, or hug them, or hold there hand, or see there facial expressions while they talk about that thing God taught them that made them so excited they had to tell you right away, or tell them your sorry for frusterating them and give them a kiss to make it all better. So many things go left unsaid through phone calls, because so much of  human conversation is non-verbal. I feel like i am missing out on at least 70% of conversation.  Love can hurt so bad, but yet feel so good at the same time.  

Do not be deceived i still hate country music, but the lyrics of this song are absolutely beautiful!:

"Bless The Broken Road"

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.

Currently Reading Searching for God Knows What By Donald Miller see related

How do you cope when your head and your heart don't agree? Its so confusing. Your heart says one thing, but logic and reasoning tell you that is all wrong. So which one is right? Which one do i listen to? I don't know! So confused.

My flowers are dying. Sad day. Last night i saw a dead butterfly in the grass. Looked like it had frozen to death. I almost cried. I hate to see something so beautiful die. I hate to see anything  beautiful die. End thougth. . . i'm just adding more to my dilema.

I now absolutely love "Friends." Its such a cute show! My roommate is obsessed with it so she brought seasons 1-6 on DVD, and we watch it all the time; but its ok, cause i like it!

I really like psychology a lot. I like studying people and trying to figure out why they do things that they do and how they relate to certain people and why? Its so great to look at things from other people's perspectives, it gives you such a broader outlook on life.

I also really like my college writing class. I have this awesome assignment that i can't wait to do. I get to write about a time when someone became important to me; like they used to just be someone i saw or knew or something but then they became someone very important in my life. I think this is going to be a really fun topic to write about, because my relationships to people aer very important to me, and i like to write about things that i deem important.

So, i thought i had a ride to the concert, but alas i did not. So, back to the drawing board. I'm running out of ideas, but i'm not going to give up!

ok so there is so much that i should be doing but i'm not, so i better go do that so i can play a rousing game of fooseball before i go to bed.